Glowsticking...

I had never realised how much fun it was to dance with glow-sticks. But then again I'd never done it. Trust me, it's fun. But what's even more fun is when you tie a shoe-lace to the end of each glow-stick and dance with them like they were poi, or something. It's awesome. I was getting cool looks and people telling me it looked cool all night. Of course there were a few dickheads, but to be honest I just walked away and left them to be drunk, dick-heads. It was a fun night. Even if Jon did leave early, but to be honest his knee was hurting, so I can understand why he left. On top of the fact that he never really does well on a night out when there aren't a lot a people he knows. But that's by the by. Purely coincidental I'm sure. Back to my goodnight. I didn't even need to be that drunk either. I mean I'm fairly sober now. Bit tired and slightly tipsy possibly, but definitely not drunk. I mean I only had one double in the Yorkie, three smirnoff ice, one sourz, two orange vk's and and an apple J2O in Sugar, so really I shouldn't be drunk of that anyway. And I'm not. So all is good. I was planning a big, heavy night just because it was the last night, but to be honest I had far more fun with my glow-sticks. Which is good, because it means I won't be hungover for my dad's birthday tomorrow. Which reminds me, I have to make him a card. Crap. Oh well, I'll do it in the morning.

That's all for now. All in all, it was an epic night.





xx

Humid tears from eyes as dry as the desert...

So here I am again. In a slightly weird mood. Granted I had an ok day, minus the getting lost on the way into Manchester; and on the way out. But oh well. To he honest though I don't think that's what's brought down my mood. Maybe it's just the heat. Or rather the humidity. Because it is rather (i.e. very) humid today. So much so that it's been raining on and off all day. But that's the north-west for you. On a slightly happier note, I did buy some awesome neon/u.v. nail.-varnish and eyeliner, both of which I'm wearing now, the former of which has been applied rather shit-ly seeing as I haven't worn nail-varnish for going on nearly a year now. Or longer. I'm not too sure. Basically the moment I stopped being a goth, I stopped wearing it. Not because I wouldn't just because black nail-varnish doesn't really go with many guy outfits. Neither does neon green, badly applied really, but I don't care. Meh I felt the need to blog. I don't know why. Maybe it's the surge of emotions all at once. Maybe it's just the sheer need for me to stop and slow, down and just literally that I have far too much energy in my system. I don't know. Either way it's not too good. I feel ok, but ok in the sense that I think I'm going to go and get wasted tonight just because it's the weekend and I can, but also in the hope that it might make me feel better, even though I know it won't.




Not that I'm an alcoholic you unerstand. Most definitely not. I have a few friends that are possibly boderline, but not me. Hoppefully never.

And on that sombre note that is all for now.

xx

Fallen stars, blonde hair, and narcoleptic nightmares...

So once again I'm at work. I should be working. Obviously. But once again I nearly fell asleep. Why the fuck did I do that!?! I mean ok, I didn't exactly get much sleep last night, but even when I do get a good nights sleep it's still a struggle to stay awake. I have music from my music player (in other words my i-pod but I can't bring myself to say it out-loud, due to the stigma attached to it. My theory is that it was a birthday present and so it's ok to have it and use it and like it, I didn't buy it.) through the computer speakers and it's on shuffle so you know it's not the monotony of the music that's sending me tos leep, and it's definitely not the genre. I mean I have dance music, screamo, and heavy metal keeping me company; occasionally accompanied by some pop, electronica, phunk (because that's the new way to spell funk) and some jazz. Not all of it is upbeat and "awake" music I'll admit, especially not the new-age. But most of it is fine.

So if it's not my music sending me to sleep what is it?

I don't know what it could be. I mean the works boring. But as much as it's monotonous and very, very, "samey" it's not like I should nearly fall asleep over it. Gods.

On another note I saw my wonderful boyfriend Sam last night. It was nice. I'd not seen him in two weeks. He's like a fallen star to me. He really is that special. I hope he knows it. I'm a bit fixated with his blonde hair though. In a good way. It's so night. But I think I could just sit there for hours and run my fingers through it. Forget sex, playing with long hair is the way forwards. Less risk that way! lol.

I feel like my life at the moment is full of fallen stars, blonde hair and narcoleptic nightmares.

Some of which are better than others.

xx

Michael Jackson...

Michael Jackson is dead. Get over it.

xx

One of THOSE days...

We all have them. And I'm having one today. One of THOSE days. You can't tell what's wrong, you just know something's not quite right and you just can't concentrate, you just can't quite work, you just can't quite do anything. It's annoying. I'm supposed to be working but instead I've just been playing FreeCell and now I'm blogging. Productive (*Sarcastice face*). But meh. I don't know how to get over this feeling. I just wish that I'd put Enigma on my i-pod, I put everything else that I wanted to, but I refrained from putting the Enigma on; just because. I don't know why. I mean ok, it left room for me to put some Prodigy on, but right now I really could do with some Enigma. Bleurgh. At least I'm doing some interesting stuff with music at the moment.





I think I've decided what I'm going to do my Pagan Soc. talk on next term. I'm fairly sure I'm going to do, The Psychonaut - journey into the soul. Or something similar. And if not than, then I'll do something on music in trance. But really that can be covered in The Psychonaut. It's nice not to have to think for ages about a topic for once. When I stood in for somebody, I just did a Crystal talk because I could ramble for a bit, and do some practical. With my Meditation talk, I did it because it was very practical and allowed for not much planning. This however should be better than both of those combined. I will find loads of information and get loads of research done of the summer and it will be awesome. With a little practical as well. Because practical is always good. I'm going to blog about this in my Electrtonic Book Of Shadows (my other blog) at some other point, this was just an idea that needed getting down right here, right now, in the flow of mid-blog.





Where was I? Oh yes I remember. This random feeling. Having one of THOSE days. Oh well. I can't do anything about it. And blogging seems to have helped a little. So I guess it's back to work.

Quote of the day: "It's all in the mind" - Anon.


Song of the day: Can't sleep - Above and Beyond