So it would seem that once again I am enchanted by life and everything that comes with it. I have great friends, most of my family still intact, great music (both being listened to and being made by myself), and the greatest romance in the history of the world.
This romance transcends time and space, it has no need for the trivialities that come with having a lavish life - if indeed lavish life has trivialities (which I Strongly suspect it does). It is a simple romance, fuelled only by the fading light of the day on a summers eve, that moment when the sky is ablaze, filled with fiery colours that send kaleidoscopic bursts of light pulsing through my very veins.
This love encompasses the desire, nay, need to love and be loved, filling my heart with a joyous song that cannot be comprehended by the human mind, only observed from afar, and interacted with at the most basic of levels. We cannot control it, it controls us; we cannot do anything but understand that it will do what it must and that we must follow the path that it leads us on.
Occassionally it might seem that it gets things wrong, but from experience I have found that all you have to do is trust, believe, and let go.
The act of letting go shows that you have surrendered yourself to being led by a force more incomparable than whatever deities might be out there.
It is not someone or something that I love, it is love itself that I have fallen for. It is not that I feel the need to have someone in my life that I long for, it is the knowledge that it would fill my soul with the infinite fluttering of a thousand butterflies and that it would set my world afire, turn it upside down, spin it round 'till it made me sick, but that despite all of this I know that it would make the journey that we call life far more intereseting and wonderous.
Once again this post is pointless but at least this time it's not incredibly "emo" and depressing; at least it's joyous.
I don't know why I'm feeling the way I am. Maybe it's because I just watched Stardust which happens to be one of the films I went to see on a date with my first girlfriend Heather. Maybe it's the fact that it's a love story filled with the romance that I wish I could see in everyday life. Or maybe it's just me being the romantic that I know I am; wishing for that feeling I know puts that little cheeky grin on my face. Maybe it's because I have so much to give and I know I could make somebody happy.
I don't know. I don't care though, because I know that everything is as it is for a reason and that to question it would be to question the very thing that keeps me getting out of bed in the morning.
I shall bid you all adieu for now and get some rest. More insights to follow soon.
xx
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