I'm going to start this post with a song. You won't be able to hear how it sounds in my head. But the lyrics are nice. I like them.
Verse
Our love is like a crystal glass,
try and hold my hand as the distance attacks,
and we will fight against the pain,
as we are dancing in the rain,
and though I had expected the worst,
you pulled me through with your comfort and words,
held me close, in your arms,
and told things would be fine even though we were far
Chorus
apart,
living in two different places,
trying to hold your hand,
while you were trying to fill the space,
and I knew,
my heart couldn’t take much of this,
this perpetual bliss,
I won't say what it's about. That would be silly. Read of it what you will. I hope you read something different to what I see in the lyrics. Because a song is about a story. And it's not about my story. It's about yours. A good song will help you realise something. Will help you see something in yourself. Will give you something to think about.
So. I need to update.
Work is boring. As per normal. But it pays. I got more work. Which means more money for cdj's but more boredome. I'm grateful for the money. So I should stop complaining. But I'm not going to stop.
On Saturday I went to Manchester Pride. It was fucking epic. I was all loved up with my boyfriend Sam. It was epic. We went together with friends. It was awesome. There were lots of awesome floats. The one that stands out though is the Gay-batman. It was just a car that was a cross between FAB1 and The Batmobile with a gay-batman in it. It was funny and poignant. And cool. The rest were awesome too. I just don't remember the individual floats.
Then after a long, day standing up on my feet (without any sitting down) me and Sam crashed at Sams.
Then "IT" happened.
Finally.
After all these years of waiting I was finally liberated.
If you don't understand that then don't ask. I'm not going to tell you.
I feel on top of the fucking world.
In fact I AM on top of the whole world. It's awesome.
That's the major news.
In other news I learnt Two beds and a coffee machine on piano. In less than a day. Which is an awesome song and a big step for me in terms of my sight-reading skills.
That's all for now. I seem to habe lost the volition to do blogs that are of any literary worth. Maybe the want/need will come back soon but right now I'm using it as a place to get stuff out of my head.
Song of the day: All time low - Weightless
Quote of the day: "Let's spend tonight on top of the world; we could do anything, we could be anything; I'll meet you tonight on top of the world; as real as it seems you're only in my dreams"
1 comment:
It feels awesome to be liberated. Enjoy it, savour it, and hold onto it. I've yet to be fully liberated, but I'm getting there.
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