First to appease both your artistic and your girlie sides two pictures.
This is beautiful. I want my life to be like that. All rainy yet sunny and artistic and clear and just darn right beautiful.
Now for something that will please the ladies and gay men.
I used it for one of my character profiles. It's how I imagined my character. And it's not just because my character's gay either. Although it did help when looking for pictures.
He's beautiful. Not as beautiful as my Sam mind.
I think I have a picture somewhere. Ahhh. Found it on my phone. Time to upload.
This one will please everybody who's been dyeing to see a picture of my wonderful, awesome, beautiful boyfriend.
The picture quality is crap 'cause it's from my shitty phone camera. And I'm not happy with the overall composition of the photo but y'a know I didn't have my DSLR on me. But it'll do. He's gorgeous anyway.
So yeah.
Life is good.
I have the house to myself for another two weeks whilst my parents journey off to Gozo; with my sister this time (having returned from a hockey tour in Australia with school).
This is all round goodness.
I nejoy having the house to myself. I think it's something about the being able to do whatever I want when I want. I mean my parents aren't really assholes (except when they are) but I can never do exactly what I want without feeling like I should be doing something else. There's always stuff to be done and although I have it easier than most, it's still a nightmare when I want to watch t.v. and get told to "do something else, it's not t.v. time yet" and that kind of shit. I'm nearly 20. I should be able to watch t.v. when I want. I do other stuff as well. It's not like I'm glues to the screen. Grrrr.
Maybe it's also the freedom to masterbuate when I want.
I mean. Having a boyfriend you'd think that I'd have no need to masturbate. And I don't. There is no need seeing as the sex is quite good. But having sex has given me a sex drive. And having a sex drive has increased the amount by which I feel the need to masturbate. It's a twisted logic. But I guess it's like having one drink and then having to get drunk because you feel the need for more drinks.
Now there's nobody here I can do it whenever I want without fear of getting caught.
I also like the fact that I can tidy my room when I want.
The reason my room is never immaculately tidy is because my mum tells me to tidy it. I don't like mess. And if I could tidy it when I wanted. I would tidy it. But because she's been nagging me all these years I've gotten used to it and now have gotten into the habit of only tidying when she asks. So if she didn't ask I'd start tidying it when I wanted and it would get done. Maybe not straight away. But it would get done.
Win win for both parties.
She won't have any of it though.
But meh.
So home alone is good.
Work isn't.
And I have more hours.
But that means more money.
Which will help me buy some c.d. d.j. decks.
http://www.djstore.com/item/numaxis9.htm
They look awesome. And I will actually have the money to buy them.
Then I can do some shows in Lancaster next term.
It's going to happen.
xx
p.s. I'm watching Autistic Me on BBC 3 and I feel lucky. I'm not autistic. But I'm dyspraxic and that means I'm on the autistic spectrum. But my difficulties aren't as 'bad' as those on the programme now.
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