I'm starting to feel narcoleptic. I know I'm not. But I feel it. I've a feeling it's the stupidly, stupidly, stupidly boring work that I'm doing. And the mind-numbing-ness of it all. It's incredulously mind-numbing. It's like I even just enter a light trance or just get bored from it, it's like it actually sends me to sleep. What with the computer screen, and the alone-ness, and the lack of human interaction, the lack of using my voice and the lack of standing up much (except to go to the toilet), the lack of any physical contact with anything other than the keyboard, the door-handle to get out the room for the toilet and my lunch.
FUCKING HELL.
FUCKING HELL.
FUCKING HELL.
FUCKING HELL.
FUCKING HELL.
FUCKING HELL.
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helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
helpmebeforeislitmywristsbecauseicannottakeitanymore
*Ahem*
I am sorry for that outburst. *Sarcastic voice* It's not like me. Honest.
The job I'm doing would probably still be boring as hell if I was high.
Fuck.
xx
Quote of the day: "I just couldn’t live with myself knowing I had just killed myself." and
"Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early.”
Song of the day: We are the people - Empire of the Sun
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